The Change

Something is happening, I can feel it.
Something that I've never felt before, not in my whole life.
I don't know if it's real, or just something I imagine.
But whatever it is, I know it's changing me inside.
And the change is bigger than I could ever explain.

In my heart, wheels are turning.
In my mind, levers are being pulled.
I am sweating, my hands are burning.
My body is shaking, but not on the outside.
My eyes are opened wide.
And the change is something you may never see.
But it will always be there.

Whenever I think of you, my pulse is rising.
When I see you the voices in my head goes wild.
Why can't you hear them screaming?
They are being so loud.

Am I really completely invisible?
Or are you just blind?
Was that look secretly for me?
Or was that just what I wanted to belive?

Do you know what I want to tell you?
The secret words I wrote just for you.
Or would you just ignore my voice as I would try to explain?
Maybe you would understand if I painted you a picture?
But I don't think I have colours beautiful enough for you.

Please, try to figure it out.
I will be waiting here in the corner while you do.